life.

Hello…yes it’s me…you remember? Probably no. 

I took an unwanted breake and I don’t know why. Oh my, it feels so good to write again. I have a few posts planned to put up about two travles and some random topics but today I’m in “deep shit” mode so I’m gonna talk about life.

Life.

What a powerful word, isn’t it? 

We always question: What is the meaning of life? Is it worth it if we are gonna all end up the same anyway? What is the secret to living a happy life?

I am seventeen year old girl and I have a lot more to go through but I know I am a good person and that I am living to my full potential. It wasn’t always like that.

I went thru puberty earlier than most of my generation and it wasn’t stereotipical puberty. I wasn’t rebelious, screaming at my parents, changing guys everyday. No. I went thru it other way. I suffered inside cause I was afraid of people judging me for being to smart, too outgoing, too this, too that so I wanted to fit in even if I was born to stand out. I chocked my big dreams and thoughts and I tried to kill a positive person that lived inside of me because everyone around me was negative so it  made sense at that time that I should be negative too and that it is normal to be unhappy…that we should be unhappy…that life is not meant to live happilly…that it is not normal to live without problems…I am so glad I didn’t kill that peron inside me and that she fought thru all of my ties to supress…I don’t know what clicked inside me or when but I’m glad it did. It was a long proces to bring her to life, to bring me back to life but was worth it cause I can say that I am 100% happy with who I am now and am excited about growing even more in the future…

I don’t know how give you a guide on being happy. You need to figure it out yourself cause not even two brains can work the same. I can only give you things that helped me…they are pure logic and sound so simple but are so hard to do.

Here you go:

1. “You are who you surround yourself with.” – As simple as it sounds there is much more to it. Think about it. Do people around you make you geniunely happy? If the answer is no than show them the way out of your life. You don’t need toxic people in your life and I learned this the hard way. Surround yourself with positive energy.
2. Find a positive side to everything and look at your life changing. This will take time but it is totally worth it. Just start with simple things such as gossiping. You don’t need to talk about that girl that you don’t like or about how she dressed. Ignore her. Comment about someone who is an amazing person or if you see a beautiful girl say that to your friend instead.
3. Watch motivational speachers and read positive quotes. This helps a lot because your brain soakes in all these things and is filled with positivity instead of reading sad stories and depressive quotes.
4. It is okay to feel sad sometimes. You are human. You have feelings. Just don’t let that sad day take over your life. Let it be. It will pass and you will wake up the next morning happy and positive.

There is much more little things but you will have to figure out the rest yourself. 

Life is not meant to be lived in an office and it’s biggest accomplishent is not to pay rent. You can do anything you want to if you step over fear and doubt. Belive in yourself. Everything else comes second. You are in control of your life so make the most out of it.

Here is a little blob of my thoughts, I have much more to say but do you know that feeling when you have so much too say that you don’t know where to start? That is me now. I will make more posts like this in the future but this is it for now.

Goodbye and I promise I will make another post soon. xoxo